Saturday afternoon
Saturday, 07 April 2007

It's Saturday afternoon, and it's just too doggone cold to do yardwork, and I'm trying to figure out the bills without going insane or broke or both.  I'd like to say THANK YOU to all the artists who have linked up with me as friends.  I'm listening to the jukebox on the RPM07 site, and I just heard "Another Sunny Day In Baghdad", which is comical and sad at the same time.  I won't jump on my soapbox here and prognosticate about the war, but suffice it to say I am not a fan of it.  Or our esteemed Chief Executive.  Enough said.
Musically, I've been writing about one or two songs a week since the challenge, one of which is called "Waitin' On The Mail", which I posted on the sample engine.  I have traded CD's with about a dozen RPM participants, and I love most of the music I've received. 

There's an event that's been building and I feel a song coming from it, but I'm not sure I'm ready to write it yet.  I have one sibling, an older brother, and he was just diagnosed with lung cancer.  He's been a smoker since his teens, and I'm not surprised at the diagnosis.  I don't get along with my older brother, either.  He was a bully to me when we were growing up, and he hasn't lost that mentality growing older, either.  While he doesn't physically bully people, he's been known to browbeat them.  He works for himself, which is good, because no one else will employ him.  He thinks he knows everything, and treats most other people as lesser beings, if he acknowledges them at all.  I barely register.  I'll post a song called "Younger Brother" some time so you can tell how I feel.  The line of that song that best describes him says, in essence, that he looks at people like he's buying a car.  "What can you do for me?"  You know the type.  I feel some lyrics building in me, but I'm going to let it percolate awhile before I put anything down.

Since tomorrow is Easter, our entire family will be busy with church things, so I'm going to enjoy the rest of my Saturday while I still can.


Thanks for stopping by for a read.
ER


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 1 Written by Kai Starr, on 04-07-2007 18:11
Good luck on the song! Most of my family are that "What can you do for me?" type. One of the few who was not was my younger half-sister, and we lost her to cancer last year. Two days before my birthday, at that. I talk to her sometimes and scold her for giving me such a lousy present. I know she'd laugh at that. Her sense of humor was pretty twisted, that way.
 2 Written by Monopoli, on 04-07-2007 19:49
I would feel very uncomfortable writing lyrics about such subjects. My oldest brother died of cancer last year around this time (the 30th of april, which is a national holiday called Queensday in the Netherlands) Since then my family (five older sisters and a twin brother) has sort of disintegrated about some petty disagreement about the legacy which I only heard about for the first time in january of this year (with basically one sister and my parents on one side of the divide and the rest on the other) So I was pretty much in the middle of that during february. I only managed to write vaguely about feeling shit in general. I wonder how personal you can be without becoming too esoteric for other people to relate to it. I feel I would have to explain too much. 
Reading your story I immediately think; he's gotta talk to his brother. He can't just die without there being some peace and understanding between the two of you! But then again... what do I know? This is a personal matter which would probably take a lot of explaining.

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